Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. -Dr. Seuss

Yeah and so, I cried when I saw my results. It was kinda awful thinking that its sticking with me for the rest of my life.
But ultimately what I really want may not be what God thinks is the best for me. So for now, I am definitely praying hard as to which course to plunge in or even by His grace, get it.

Thanks guys for all of your concern and encouragement. I really needed it. heh love you all <3